The green dress

I’m in love.
I'm so in love.

His bare, strong shoulders are pressing against my body which is on flames, burning like a torch whilst the blood in my veins circulate faster than the particles in the Hadron Collider while my breath halts, my ears fizz from the heat, my nipples grow strong and the butterflies in my abdomen are about to kill each other in their fierce skirmish. His eyes are fearless and tender; staring down on me, without a word or even without performing a slightest eyelid exercise. I fear nothing as his arms descend unhurriedly down my back toward the pair of my round half moons, sticking out like whores on a busy street trying to attract a truck driver. He presses softly into my ass, curving tiny apertures and burying himself into my fresh flesh. My horny corpse succumbs as his hard penis forced its way to my innards and I quietly cried out the groan of a lust…. I think I’m in love.

The street really teaches you a lesson

Today I have learned many new things. Firstly, I found out that people who I had always avoided are actually quite great and secondly I, once again, realized that the sun always comes out after the rain...

For the past few days I was quite sad due to the unknown future which is unfolding in front of me only with tiny baby steps and moreover, due to the fact that I am quite incapable. Therefore the happenings of today really boosted my self-confidence, that of as a person and as a seller.

The princess

Written for my husband. I even don't know why... ;)

in the faraway land where we met
where my eyes met yours I keep coming back
to find you again my love my wife
to pretend you are still here my dear

What am I good for?

I have a problem and I, for the world, do not know what to do about it.
Few times in my life I happened to be very low on cash. I had money for a month only but somehow I did not seem to worry about it too much. Somehow, I'll make it through. And I always had. However, for the first time I am really worried about my finances.
You see, I would not call myself a greedy woman. No, in fact I think money change character; too little money makes you miserable, too much money makes you greedy. I think money is no good for us and the way I see it, it has always been just a necessary means of survival, just a social norm. So why on earth am I worried this time?
I became annoyed, count every single penny, and most of all, each day I cry because I don't know what to do next. Would I be able to find some sort of income soon? A job? A little something on the side?
The circumstances are a bit different this time though. I am responsible for one more person; for my husband. So firstly, I think this is why I am being so overly sensitive (it's not anymore about me being hungry, it's about getting food for a person I hold most dear ) and secondly, well to tell you the truth: I did try to earn some money and I was not as lucky as my other half who, let's be honest, puts sooo much less effort into it (I am referring to the selling part of course.. he actually makes all the stuff) but due to his karma, goodness, looks or who knows what, sells simple stuff for a very good price! Why the heck is he so lucky?? Of course, I am happy at least one of us keeps the family alive, but candidly... I feel as if I failed. I promised myself I will get the income for us but I am not able to. Moreover I am way much better businessperson as he is; yet I am not lucky. One more reason for my frustration is that all this is only reminding me how much would it be better if only I possessed some skills: I can't play any musical instrument, I can't do macrame, sew, make bracelets, carve coconuts or god knows what else my husband is capable of!

The worst part is that he is not aware of his talents (or better to say how easy would it be to make the cash out of it). Anyway, I wrote this post because I have too many questions and no answers. Is there anything I could do better? (of course there is! There always is. But what?!?)