Showing posts with label inthesearchofhappiness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label inthesearchofhappiness. Show all posts

19 September 2015

How I adopted a puppy. And then killed it


     Sitting on the stairs outside of our hotel I saw a little, tiny ball of fur on the road. It was clumsy, with its petite legs not being able to hold the body stable. The puppy did not have more than two months, was scared and when it turned its head- I saw a huge blood stain all over its neck and upper body. I got scared the puppy is going to die right there right then! And then a bike came from the other street, and I thought I am seeing it running over the doggy.

3 November 2014

Life is a bag of coincidences

Life is full of chances, of opportunities and coincidences.
Life is unexpected yet astonishing in its beauty. Life is fragile and precious. Every single moment is frail and needs to be kept carefully in our minds, locked in the cherished memories.

Here I am, just sitting with two inspiring people; sitting by the lake where I spent almost three months selling macrame; but now I am simply enjoying the view and appreciating the free time- the holidays I have earned, the time of not having to worry about the money, people, about anything.
It was a chain of coincidences which brought all of us here.

2 March 2014

The fish

Today I have tried to save a fish.
I walked on the beach with the morning sun already burning my white face, my feet in a wet sand occasionally cooled by a coming wave. As I looked down there was a green sparkle. A shiny little stirrings, a thing grasping for life, it's mouth in a constant movement, breathing hardly and eyes wide open. A tiny little shiny fish, glittering as the most precious emerald.

1 March 2014

The two stories


I started feeling little bit better. I am not anymore annoyed with the weather, people, being too hot, not having enough breeze at noon... I calmed down and stopped over-thinking. I even eat more (okay maybe not more since it's too hot but at least my appetite is back).
Today I went to my room to take an afternoon nap. I thought I'm calm and closed my eyes. Suddenly it hit me. I saw his face and started missing him. Again.

As I write these words I got interrupted (as always... remember, in India you are never alone). An old, very dark man with dreadlocks which run down almost to the floor, approached me. My new neighbour.

27 February 2014

Looking for the happiness


It's all in you. Finding the happiness...
No one can make you really happy (yes for a short period of time but if you are sad inside, you'll always find some problems with your relationships.)
No one can make you happy, nothing can really make you happy; no money, no treasures, no possessions, no skills, no jobs, nothing can make you ultimately satisfied IF you are not content with yourself, if your blood is too hot, if you are sad inside, if you carry the burden of dissatisfaction within you.

25 February 2014

The beginning

If I ever thought that I could find solitude and tranquillity in India I long for so long, I've been very mistaken. This is too big of a country with even bigger population. 

There are three types of tourists in India. The first kind are the superficial hari-krishna people who bought all this Indian hari-krishna stuff (even though no one apart from them really wears it) such as the hare rama jhola, some very meaningful bracelets, noisy ankle bracelets, having a lulu or some sort of feathers or other hippie stuff in their hair. Or shaving their heads or having dreadlocks. They touch the last step before entering a temple but I strongly doubt they know why. 
Then there are the real hari krishna people who have really lost it. They look like sort of an Indian babas and can speak basic Hindi. They sit on the floor, wear just the most simple clothes, pray with locals. Indians do not bother them, my best guess is they sort of accepted them. And then there is the third type; a typical tourist seeking a cheap holidays at a seaside. 
I believe I belong to the first type, from the Indian point of view at least. I am a special breed though; with not caring too much about my hygiene, not bothered with toilet paper, make up or what I use for washing, whether I sleep on a clean sheets- or sheets at all- where I stay as long as it is safe. Of course I still freak out when see a cockroach in my room, or would not talk to strangers. At this point though I'm trying to avoid any people at all. But that is another story. 

7 January 2014

CHAPTER ONE

Up in the air again

Woke up at 5.30am to take an early flight yet to another destination. Coffee, hangover, excitement, and a bag of smelly clothes. Yet another great trip in front of me, yet another eventful day.

You know that feeling when you suddenly get very scared because your life is in a great danger and you get this rush of an adrenaline in your blood. I feel similarly; I feel a travel adrenaline, as if high on drugs. I'm high on excitement. I lost the feeling in my finger tips; I stroke my hair but cannot sense it. I am not cold,  I don't mind the rising sun behind the aircraft's window bothering my eyes. I am not tired and I don't feel regret.